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♥ Monday, September 24, 2012

在我生日之前，
有几位朋友来问我要什么生日礼物。
我都说不需要啦。
其实我的生日愿望很简单，就只要家人和朋友的陪伴。
除了我那位十多年的老友，我跟他说我需要一个包包因为我的背的包包已经坏了。
他是帮N678问的。
因为我们每年都会帮每位成员庆祝生日和买礼物。

其实，如果可能的话，我最想要的是一个时光机。
不是一个能到未来的时光机，
因为，未来是自己来掌控的。
而且，如果，那个未来不是我想要或理想的，那该怎么办。


我要一个能回到过去的时光机。

我想回到小学时，
虽然，没有laptop, 没有得跟朋友一起出去。
常常得早起，陪父母亲到摊位去帮忙。
在摊位帮忙卖水，收杯，洗杯，填充冰箱里的水，点算货物。
但是，生活很简单。

来来去去，时间都花在家，学校， 和爸爸的货车上。
有时，太累时会在货车上睡了再去帮忙。

可是，当时我在那学校是很有名气的哦。
几乎每个人都认识我。

当时，跟哥哥和弟弟相处的时间也比较多。
虽然，以前的我们常常吵架，打架。
但，其实我现在非常的怀念。
现在见到他们的时间少得很。
联说话的时间都少了。
而且，哥哥都结婚了。
回来家的可能，可说是几乎impossible。

以前，在一起玩时常吵架。
而爸爸以前说的对，以后想要一起玩都没机会了。

很怀念， 我拉着一个薄薄但很舒服的床褥到哥哥和弟弟的房间。
一起讲话到睡着。
有时会捉弄对方。
爬到哥哥的床旁，让后跳起来喊 “报告Sir!”

有时，会在家里，偷玩电脑。
一起玩玩具，一起玩捉迷藏。
在爸爸的货车后面，一起讲故事，一起闹，吵架，睡觉，躺下来看天空和夜里的街灯，看着在下雨时在车窗滑下的雨点。

现在，跟哥哥讲话，他都不理。
很少关心家里的事。
以前的他还会在周末帮忙抹地。

现在，跟弟弟讲话，他几乎都不听了。
容易发脾气，大小声。
虽然以前的他很捣蛋，常捉弄人，很烦。
但他很单纯。
不会跟父母顶嘴，不会出门晚归。
自从他在中学，认识他所谓的 "brothers" 后，就变得不一样了。
再也不黏父母。
再也不是以前的他了。

我们现在，没得一起玩耍了。


我也想回到中学时。
做那老师和朋友们眼里那个聪明的学生。
常常考到好成绩。
我喜欢在美术室的时间。
我喜欢在那里画画，上色。
喜欢在那里面的那些人。

我有一次惹了一个很大的祸。
但事情不是我引起的。
但也是算是渐渐因为我。
因为那些女孩的嫉妒心，而我也没防备。
但我很庆幸，有那些朋友。
那些在我身边的朋友。
那些我没预料会在我出事时很明显站在我这边挺我的人。
那让我看清，谁才是真正的朋友。
事情发生时，最讨厌的不只是那些找你麻烦的人。
还有，被判你的人。
而唯一被判我的人，是我没想到的。
虽然原谅了她。
但，很难再信任她了。

我很想念和朋友一起走路上学/回家。
那是一个很简单的事，
但这让上学和回家的路，并不孤单。
也想念一起在放学后，在学校一起和朋友们打羽毛球。

当时，我有一个 “女儿”， 姚佳仪。
她小我一岁，是我古筝的学妹。
常常放学的时间都在一起。
回家后，常一起讲电话，上网聊天。
她也算是我的知己。
我以前不怎么喜欢科学，但她是一个非常喜欢科学的人。
常常念着她科学里学到的。
而我也可能是因为这样慢慢喜欢上科学，慢慢进步了。
几乎认识我的人，都知道她可是我在那学校最要好的朋友。
但她念到中二后，就离校了。
我当时很伤心。
可她现在离我更远了。
她现在在欧洲上大学。


现在的我，念完三年的poly。
现在在打临时工。
但不知道，未来的我，到底想做什么。
多想回到以前那无忧无虑的生活。


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♥ Sunday, September 23, 2012

Been having good food these days.

Had dinner at T1 Lenas with my colleagues on Friday.
There's always long queue during dinner time.
And it's my first time eating there.
But I think it's not really worth the money.

The chicken chop that my colleagues and I ate were overcooked.
Mine was still ok.
Some of theirs was too dry to be eaten.



At least the desserts were better.
Haha and one of my colleague dropped a piece of ice into her blouse while she was having her dessert and made all of us laughed.
I dunno how she managed to did that.




Yesterday went swensens to have dinner with my parents.
And got my complimentary ice cream for my birthday month.
The rock.
Took a few mouth of it before taking the picture.


Coincidentally met Gabriel there for dinner celebrating his mum's birthday.
Didn't notice him until mum said she saw his brother.

Went Grandpa house after that.
Ivan was supposed to be sleeping.
He was quite reluctant to sleep.
Played with him till ten plus.
Vanessa came over to ah gong house to pass them bread and was heading to dte for chalet.
It's time for us to head home too.
So we went off together.
Talked for the whole bus journey.
My parents said we didn't stop talking since we boarded the bus.
We haven't met for so long and got so much to talk about.

Watched dvd with my dad till 3am plus.
And woke up at 4pm today!
Wasted half a day.
But haven't been sleeping for so long since I started working.
Been having only 4-6 hours of sleep everyday.
I think still didn't manage to replenish the amount of sleep I've lost.
Then watched dvd and drama at home.
haha, a stay home day.



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♥ Sunday, September 9, 2012

It's daddy's birthday!
Went buffet town with my family to celebrate his birthday.
Look at the food! Wow!












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♥ Monday, September 3, 2012

It's my 21st birthday.
I didn't hold any great birthday celebration or chalets.
I spent this day with my love ones. My family.

Went out for dinner with my family.
My parents, Bernard and I headed to Marina Bay Sands in the late afternoon.
We were still early for 7pm buffet dinner so we walked around.
Saw a few people dressed up in costumes and then realised that there was cosplay event there.

We coincidentally met Yensoon, his mum and his gf there.
My brother and xh arrived in the evening and we went to have our buffet dinner at Todai.
While having our buffet dinner we met my cousin and his family having dinner there too.





Got a polaroid camera from my elder brother and xh as my birthday prezzie.


After dinner, we went to take photos.
It's dark outside, but the night scenery is really nice.


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♥ Sunday, September 2, 2012

Happy Birthday Day to me!
Mummy, daddy and Bernard just gave me a surprise right after the clock strike 12!
I actually believed when mummy told me that the kitchen light spoiled and asked me to help her.
Ya and then I saw the cake!
Totally surprised.
And we had champagne.

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♥ Saturday, September 1, 2012

Spent a foodful day with N678!
To celebrate my birthday.

Today celebration was planned by my 13 yr best friend WYS!
WBDZZMLXMHTGG!
He knows what that means. haha.

First stop.
High tea at Pique-Nique.

I had farmer's omelette.


Red Velvet cake! Must try!


And Chocolate Fudge Cake.


Looks nice right!
And yes it taste delicious too.

Farmer's omelette. It's their breakfast. But doesn't mean you can only eat it for breakfast. haha.
The egg itself is actually plain, but the combination of the diced sausage, bacon, potatoes and mushroom wrapped goes totally well with it.
It's quite filling.

The red velvet cake is yummy, it taste a bit like cheesecake.

The chocolate fudge cake is a bit hard. But towards the centre part of the cake it's a bit softer and tasted better.
But I would prefer the chocolate fudge cake, that I ate during the picnic with the girls last year, made by Wan Jing's dad.

Then we walked around orchard.
Went to Orchard central, and up to the sky garden.
Took a few polaroid picture there.
I like the ones we sat on the wall.
Suggested by YS.
Feels like 那些年.
Haha and really classic.
Cause our dressing were a bit vintage.

By then it's already evening.
Initially wanted to go Holland V for dinner.
But it feels like we aren't that hungry yet.
And then we headed to Siglap.

To Udders!

Maoshan Wang and Rum Raisin with waffles.


Haha and these are the wishes written by my beloved N678!



And this is written by me!

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It's Friday!
Met Jia Min and Eliza for dinner at Nex after work.
They gave me an advance birthday celebration :)

Jia Min went to get the tickets for Step Up Revolution in the afternoon during her lunch.
Luckily, we decided to get the 9.30pm digital movie instead of 8.30pm 3D movie.
Eliza got a bit held up by her work.

The three of us dressed almost alike.

Haha, and eliza and I said "不要欺负我" in unison in reply to Jia Min.

We had dinner at Ajisen.
Tom yam! And chicken wings, soft chicken bones and white fish.
We laughed so much over dinner.
I miss the time we spend together and ate together when we were still in poly.
It felt like last month.
It felt like it was last month we went opposite school to get ice blended drinks at A1 chendol and then back to project rooms to work on our projects together.

Then movie.
I could felt Jia Min moving in her seat during the dancing scenes.haha.

Took bus home with Eliza.
We've got so much to talk and we talked all the way till we reached my block.

Thank you girls for the celebration ♥

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